8 weeks and not so motivated....

so the next show is 8 weeks out...not motivated, not motivated, not motivated. I have been going to the gym, my diet has been well mediocre and I am in a better place than I was 8 weeks out from the last show, but OMG I can't tell you how I wish that I had someone to train with....it was a HUGE mistake not to join team fitbody this time. At least with that, I knew I had to face Julie every four weeks and I really didn't want to disappoint her...now it is only me that has to hold me accontable and I am not doing a very good job of it. However, I am going to sign up to compete and hope to god that motivation comes in the form of a very small bikini...lord let's hope so....I have been blessed to meet some awesome and when I say awesome I mean truly awesome women in this journey and I would like to spend some stage time with them so I will find inspiration somewhere....and I will get out of my sweatpants even though they are super comfy. :)